Hey people, just a short message to say I'm gonna be out for 3 weeks, any updates will be posted at www.thepinkranger.com ^^
See ya!
That gives you a sneak pic of what's Upside-Down's second Volume... XD
I've just finished this chapter, the track # 11 ! I've written the other 2 during the last month, but I kept them from sending to my proof-readers (except for one persistent bug) to give them a full three-chapter XD because those three songs have real sht! LOL! Now the story's getting really saucy, and it's just the second part of a longer set... ;P
I've enjoyed writing the last 3 chapters, still 5 more to get to the end of Volume II, and then start planning Volume III ^^
If you haven't started reading it yet, then hurry up, because this is the real sht XD
Well, I'm leaving now... I'll come back to farewell myself next week, and redirect you guys to www.thepinkranger.com site that will be the main blog while I'll be in Japan.
Keep enjoying your summer!
Rei.
Recently I've turned 29.
It's been a weird year, with good and bad stuff going around. Good things concerning different stuff, bad things concerning friends deceiving me again and again.
I've been up, and I've been down; I've been fed up with my job, and just OK with it... sometimes I've even been happy about it: It's a good job but, to me, it's not enough. Things like this should been solved at 29. But, in my case, I'm always way behind. Maybe I should had left when I was still on my early 20's... who knows, maybe I would be having a job that suited me better... I will never know now, and for this, I don't regret staying here and try to work things out in a different way. People will say I'm not that young, that's right, I'm not a kid anymore, but still, I go slower than the rest in this growing up thing. I always tell to myself that everything's gonna be all right, at the end I will always figure it out.
On Monday I was happy because so many people remembered it, even some didn't need the Facebook's calendar to know... but others, even remembering it, didn't give a damn about it. It's just that some people have turned out to be more selfish than expected, they're just making me loop in my own life-history again: All the times that my friends had left me apart... and I though this time it wouldn't happen... I don't know what lets me down more: The fact they've done it, or the fact they don't even care when I ask them to meet up to speak things out. I feel cheated, again. But I guess I'll keep giving my all when it comes to friendship, because there's people who've proved me the opposite.
These friends, one seems to be worrying a little enough, but the other just seems to be aware but not interested. They cheated on me, they said a slight lie, but I HATE people lying. They might thought the truth would hurt me, but what it hurts me most is people lying to me. If they don't like me, then just face it up and tell it to me on the face.
I look back, and I can laugh now about how I pictured my future years ago. I wanted to be a good actress, then I realized I didn't want to sacrifice stuff like college or other experiences to get into that world where you can never make it. Then I knew I had left a part of me dye. A very important part, but it was compensated because of the love I've got for music and other stuff like writing. I still wish to have a job related to things like these... but right now, the only thing I'm trying my best at is learning Japanese and do my job as best as I can.
It's 29 now, next year I'll be getting into my 30's. I don't know where I'll be and how I'll feel, but I sure know that I'll work hard to not feel deceived again. Not because of others, not because of myself.
I've blown my candles and made a I wish...
Rei.
