2 posts tagged “rei-chan”
Well, I knew this from a couple of months ago, but it started just last week. I'm now working on another projects. Well, I would like to stop doing this, I mean work in projects but knowing I will def get paid for my job, but right now, I can't do nothing but prooving I'm capable of doing what people asks me to do, in order to get them give me more work later, and make it an actual job :P
Well it's something really exiting, I even suggested loads of stuff for this project. It's not me who's managing it tho, which is really great, so I'm just doing assistance works for it, but it's risky cos I shall give good advice and provide the right names so the project becomes a success. Despite I like the job, I hate the fact that right now, I got nothing sure to hold on. I mean that nothing is gonna assure me my future, I ain't got a job yet, so no money coming in, and I'm not gotta get benefits for all this little projects I'm involved, although I still hold the hope it will provide me a better future.
I'm still waiting for that package... but I'm getting started into the Project Manager thing, and I must admit I'm really exited about it. The only thing I loath, is the fact I shall work on home, and my parents don't understand what I'm doing, specially cos I only get involved in stuff that doesn't bring me money :-/ But hey! If everything works fine, in a very short future, I could start being paid for this Project manager thing :P
Dreams are cheap. Ne?
Indeed, I'm The Messenger... I've been the whole weekend being a messenger, awaiting for my package to transfer. I'm still waiting. I've got a sample tho. But I'm waiting, and when you wait knowing the one that's making the package is working her ass out, it's really uncomfortable. Also because I know the one that's gonna recieve it, depends a lot on the quality of this package. I hate being like this, although I like what I'm doing :S
On the other hand. I'm Project Manager. It's not too different from being a Messenger, but this time I even got more responsabilities. What doesn't changes is the harrassing and chasing people part. Asking till they get tired of hearing your requests. Trying to deal, keep it cool... well, I really hope I succeed, I'm taking this to the next stage. I'm leaving the amateur status, and while I'm trying to become a pro, I really get lost in it. Sometimes it gets to despair. Specially cos no-one else understands my position. They don't get why I'm waiting like this for something to be sent. They don't get why I waste my efforts into managing any projects, when I won't get any refunds. One day we're gonna rule the world, I hope so, me and my mates, my mates and me.
Yesterday I took a little break and went to a meeting within' Silver Clover fans. They're a group from the Otaku world, that like to cover Japanese & Korean Pop songs. I really had a nice time. Here there go two pics from yesterday's pic-nic:
These people are us, while covering us from the rain that suddenly interrupted our lunch.
That's me, I seriously need a hair cut :S
